I’ve met the Man of my dreams, no really…. I’ve really met him. I met him several years ago in a bar that was in Boat Quay (I remember the exact date and time but I ain’t gonna say it). The first time I laid eyes on him I thought “Oh GOD! He exists!” Just to realise a while later than he belonged to someone else.

He’s face I always wanted to touch, he’s eyes I wanted to look into all day, his lips I wanted to kiss, his hands I wanted to hold and never let him go - just him la every time I saw him it sent shivers down my spine; It still does actually when I see him. When he spoke, he was gentle and kind. He was an exceptional man, he was the type of person a girl would feel safe being left alone with. My friends thought that we were perfect for each other I still can’t believe that people tried to set us up. It’s really funny come to think of it.

This was the guy that when someone used to hit him, he wouldn’t retaliate. How many men do you know are big enough to just walk away from a fight? He wasn’t afraid or anything, I believe he thought it was just a waste of time really to fight. I couldn’t be any PROUDER.

After a while we lost touch but miraculously every year after that whenever I felt down or totally fucked up, he would coincidentally appear. And suddenly he was back in my life and made everything better again. He was the one person who made me feel like I was important, he always had a way to make me feel better when I felt down. He didn’t have to do anything, he didn’t have to say anything. Just having him beside me calms me down. He was the only man that was ever there for me.

I used to wonder what it would feel like to kiss him. I used to wonder what it would be like to wake up next to him, to have him hold me close and never let me go. I used to think how fun it would be if I was his gf and than I’d just smile. It makes me smile now just thinking of him. He used to call me Princess!!! Cause I’m a Princess  la… that’s y I like shiok ah!!

Years come and gone, he’s not the same man I met 7 years ago. When I look into his eyes, he seems very distant now. He’s troubled somehow and tries to keep it inside but he forgets that there are people who can see through him, there are people who care for him more than anything else in the world. There are people who are coincidentally linked to each other. I’ve been told that He would risk his life for people who matters to him, I pray that he knows there’s someone who would risk her life for him. 

I can proudly say that I LOVE THIS MAN, not like in a sexual way and not in a brotherly manner either. He’s always in my thoughts. I always thought of him as the most capable man in the world and I believe that he still is . He’s always doing good for himself, I’m always very proud of him. It’s nice to meet someone who has a goal in life, someone who knows what he wants with his life.