Stupid toothache’s killing me…. I cannot take it… It’s so ridiculous having the drink soup and mashed potatoes. How retarded is that?

A couple more days to dad in law’s birthday… So much to do so little time! The damn catering company has yet to confirm with me w.r.t food. I have no idea how much beer to buy… Argh!!! my toothache’s KILLING ME!!!

Anyone interested in doing kick-boxing? it’s $30 per session for 45 mins… Sorry ya’ll this is the discounted rate. or if you’re interested in personal training, it’s $60 per session for an hour. Also discounted rate… My bf’s the trainer… If anyone of you interested let me know or call me…? Pls don’t ask me if it can be lowered… It’s as low as it gets…

Thanks ya’ll…

Cheers have a good weekend

Let’s see… The weekend was relatively eventful.

We didn’t really do anything fabulous  but hey, spending time with your loved ones is worth every minute.

Shaun had a football game yesterday; I was there with him. Everything was going fine until the last few minutes of the game when there was a fight. Funny how a game can turn so serious. I was just glad that it had nothing to do with Shaun. hehe

We watched Pirates of the Caribbean Dead Man’s Chest on saturday. Damn!! Orlando Bloom is so cute, cannot tahan lah… Johnny Depp, he’s unbelievable. I really really think playing Capt Jack Sparrow is one of his bestest roles ever. I cannot stop laughing everthing he says "Oh Bugger" He makes it sound so sexy really. It’s one of those movies where I don’t mind watching it a second time.

The previous saturday, I think, we watched Superman… Haiya it’s such a disappointment. I just cannot wait to watch Tom Welling in the next superman movie. This Superman is really crap! He didn’t do justice to C. Reeves at all… He like so "spastic" if you know what I mean. He made Superman look more nerdy than he really is. Lois Lane, even worst… She’s not Lois in any way… But I must say, the ending really really got to me. It’s so sweet how Superman sat beside his kid and recited everything he’s father recited to him. I shed a tear.. But then, I shed tears all the time when the show’s touching… If ya’ll haven’t caught the movie… Sorry man, I gave it away… ha ha if you have, let me know wat you think…

Till then, Cheers ya’ll…

Ah… (sigh of relief…) finally the weekend’s here… I can finally get to rest and enjoy the weekend.

I wonder what I should do this weekend… Last weekend there was the game ITALY!!! Finally they won after what 24 years ah… This time I cried becos I was happy!!

hmm… think will be going to the gym on sun & then to sentosa, so that leaves me with sat… wat to do wat to do wat to do…?

I’m in love with the new lead singer of INXS!!! He’s so cute ah cannot make it!!! He’s like this ah… hmmm… I like ah…

I like the new batch of singers who are in the competition for Rockstar Supernova. They really something I tell u…

There’s this girl from NY i think, she’s the hottest little thing on earth… She’s a-la Shakira but when she sings, It’s like she’s some rock legend. The men on that show, ah yes the men… They are so cute… Unfortunately, I missed last nite’s episode, so sian ah…

On another note.

Shaun has this very very bad habit. He knows that I don’t like watching horror flicks and all that bullshit but he has this extremely bad habit.

On wednesday, on my way home, he told me that he had to stay in camp blah blah blah. I had this sick feeling that he was lying and that he was at home. So when I reached under our block and I looked up at our bedroom window. The lights were off. So well obviously he didn’t lie about it lah, I thought.

I went upstairs said my hellos to everyone and went to our bedroom. I opened the bedroom door hoping to see him on the bed but no he wasn’t. So i turned to switch on the lights rite… So as the light flicked on, I saw this thing. It was a face but I can’t tell who. He gave me a fright. It was him lah, that swine… My heart literally skipped 3 beats…

There’s more…

There was on occassion, I was alone in the room rite… I was doing something with the cats I think. Than the door suddenly open by itself. I look and thought that maybe shaun was coming into the room and so I thought nothing of it. the Door continued to open and i looked again and saw no one… I thought FUCK!! Than, there he was… Standing behind the door…

I swear that there’s something very very wrong with that boy.

I’m so tired… I cannot take it anymore…

My head’s gonna explode!!! I’ve been extremely tied up with work I haven’t got time for myself anymore… To make this worst, Shaun’s doing his reservist this week. Man, I miss him… Yah, he comes home every night but still; the thought of not having him at home it just crappy ah…

I haven’t been the best partner to him these past few months… I’m so stressed out with work that i tend to take it out on him. I feel bloody bad and I really don’t mean to but I can’t help it. He’s so sweet about it and all always trying to make my day better. I swear, I dunno wat i’ll do now without him.

Now, onto a serious note.

I’m reading this extremely powerful book by Danielle Steel. It’s been a long while since I last read one of her books. I didn’t have anything else to read and I was just bored so I just borrowed mom-in-law’s book. I can’t seem to put the book down now. "Echoes" is the title of the book and I do believe that it’s really one of her best books I’ve ever read.

If you have read the book, I’m sorry to say this but I DON’T CARE  what you think about the book. If you have not read the book, here’s a summary:-

World War II; French Catholic Boy & German Jewish Girl; fall in love; families against it; disowns boy & girl; Boy & girl get married; have 2 kids; Boy dies; Girl goes crazy (not really she’s just depressed no family and all)… Anyways, that’s all I’ve read till now. Don’t really have time to read but I try to when I have the time to.

I’m gonna go scuba diving… FINALLY… Now that I’ve got the clubbing bullshit outta the way, I’ve got energy to wake up in the bloody morning and do things that are more rewarding. I’ve accomplished more things than I can ever imagine. After 26 bloody years that I start to think, funny how finally settling down changes ppl and their mind sets; sometimes… I work in a law firm lor, divorce cases are not funny ah… Ppl cheat on the spouses in very very funny situations.

There’s this client of mine… Haiya, too tired to type… Tell ya’ll another day ah. Till then…

I’m just wondering… Why does life seem so good one day than just switch and everything goes wrong the next?

I’ve met several ppl in my life some ppl I cherish and respect with all my life but sometimes, I just feel like these ppl don’t really deserve all that respect. Ever wondered how sometimes you do something or not do anything and then u get fucked for it? Even tho it’s not your fault.

I’ve learnt one thing in life and that’s this; these are the ppl that are just not worth it. There are more things in life than just dreading over what they feel or felt or what they intend to do or not do next. I’m just so sick and tired of helping ppl and being there for ppl. I have to be there for ppl all the time, but no one’s ever there for me. I have to be somewhere all the time if not I’ll lose something or someone. Fuck lah; nothing in this world revolves around anymore, stop being so self-centered. I just cannot take it anymore. ARGH!

But then again, there’s nothing I can do really about them. I just have to go about with my life nonchalantly and ignore them. I hate being ignorant but hell… some ppl just deserve it lah.

Gonna be one hell of a hectic month. Work and work and more work. Then I’ve got sit and organise food for my dad-in-law’s birthday. I’ve got to think of what to get for my boss for his house-warming - any ideas? I need a job that doesn’t require much thinking. hmm….? I’m just so tired half the time. i don’t think i’m any fun to Shaun anymore… My poor baby… I’m just glad that he’s being a sweetheart.

Come to think of it, I’m glad that he’s in my life. If not for him, I’d still be clubbing every night. I’d still be spending my hard earned money on minute things. Sad pathetic life it was then… it’s ironic really… Club every night, meet different ppl blah blah blah but you just ain’t happy end of the day. Now I club when I have to, and I’ve met more friends that I can ever imagine. I’ve got more of a life now. It doesn’t really matter than I’m bigger than I was before. It doesn’t matter that I don’t fit into my extravagent clothes. It doesn’t matter than my hair or my skin doesn’t look good. All that matters is I’ve got a good healthy life and great company.

Going to sentosa every weekend is a darn good idea. Taking up scuba diving is a darn great idea too. I’m not missing out on my previous life at all. I’m just looking forward to what’s to come in the future. Thinking back, going out all night wasn’t a good idea. I wasn’t a very good example to my sisters and I’m the eldest somemore. I’m embaressed come to think of it… ha ha i’m starting to think like my parents now, cannot make it…

Oh well… life will be such. It’s goona be great one time and then it’s gonna be sour the next. But it’s always a experience. Always good to learn new things I suppose. I’m just wondering, wat’s my next destination gonna be… Till then…