May
18
Filed Under (My ThOuGhTs... My LiFe... Hmm...?) by farlene on 18-05-2007

I did something bad just a few days ago… I didn’t go for class on wed… If my mom eva finds out she’s gonna kill… But I’m just so tired i cannot take it. It’s even affecting work.

I’ve got to go to work, I’ve got to go to school, I’ve got to stay at home and be a good wife, I have to be a good mom and remember to feed and clean my kid… It’s just too damn bloody exhausting…

Help…?

Hey Kit, thks for your post man.. I really appreciate it bro.. U’re the bestest friend i’ve eva had… But see the thing is, u did school full time, so u had lots of time to study. I only have nights to study and too much material to read. But it’s thought that counts. I love ya too…

May
06
Filed Under (My ThOuGhTs... My LiFe... Hmm...?) by farlene on 06-05-2007

I’m just sooooo exhausted…

Maybe going back to school was just too much for me, especially Law School… I really doubt that I can make it… I’ve got a shit load of reading to do most of the time, I really don’t have time for anything at all. I don’t even have time for myself.

I spend most of my time at work, if I am not at work, I am at school. If I am not in school, I’m at home doing my reading or catching up on my sleep time.

I am one person who has to sleep alot, and it’s really tiring that I am lacking in that department.

I really feel bad that I don’t even have time to spend with my family. I haven’t seen my parents for 2 weeks and I feel really really bad. My parents have always been there for me and I can’t even spend an hour with my parents.

I don’t even spend time with shaun and we’re living together…. I’m on my computer half the time doing my work or doing my reading that we rarely sit down and do the things we used to do.

I just wish that there’s somehow I can manage my time. I really cannot take it anymore… I’m really really really just so tired……