Oct
13

FRIENDSHIP?!?

Filed Under (My ThOuGhTs... My LiFe... Hmm...?) by farlene on 13-10-2007

How do you deal with a person who puts 2 people together and than tries to break them up? She tries over and over and over again to break us up but nothing works and she continues to try. Where’s the logic? Here, I found out that she’s been in love with him for the LONGEST TIME…. cannot make it…. The whole world can see that she’s so in love with him…. The whole world knows that she’s making herself look like an idiot. It’s so pathetic…

When you love someone so much, you can’t possibly set them up with another? shit, if that was me, I’d keep him for myself and be happy to see him miserable and alone. I would never ever break up a relationship even if it kills me to see him happy with another? and you don’t go around telling people that his you’re brother… cos he’s soooooo NOT your brother… to make matters worst, she’s friends with my bf’s ex and she never liked my bf’s ex….?? Hello… that’s like lower than scum la… I never knew anyone can be that low… especially not a woman! I’ve met desperate women in my life but what do you call a woman like that??

I know she’s done this several times. Way before I was in the picture and now that I am in the pic. I know that I should just leave it be cos well, she’s just pathetic. But I’m not going to stand for it when I know that there’s some BITCH out there who’s trying to break up my relationship.

She’s the one who’s always there for him, always there…. She makes him that I don’t care about him… When I’m the only one who is brave enough to tell him the GOD DAMN TRUTH!!!

SO BITCH STOP BEING THE ONE WHO BRINGS HIM UP SO HIGH WHEN AT THE END OF THE DAY I AM THE ONE HE COMES TO WHEN HE’S SAD THAT HE DOESN’T GET WAT HE WANTS/WHEN HE DOESN’T MAKE IT. U DON’T HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT WHEN HE COMES HOME ALL SULKING FROM NOT GETTING WHAT HE WANTS, THANKS TO YOU! SO JUST LEAVE US THE HELL ALONG AND MIND YOUR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS! FINDYOURSELF YOUR OWN MAN AND LEAVE MY MAN ALONE! WE’RE FINE THE WAY WE ARE AND WE REALLY DON’T NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU, WASTING OUR TIME, IN OUR LIVES!!

STAY AWAY FROM ME AND FROM MY MAN! HEED THIS ADVICE IF YOU KNOW WHAT’S BEST FOR YOU. HE KNOWS WHAT YOU’RE UP TO AND IF HE DOESN’T HE KNOWS NOW… JUST BECAUSE I AM KEEPING QUIET DOESN’T MEAN I DON’T KNOW, IT’S BECAUSE I RESPECT SHAUN TOO MUCH. REALLY STAY AWAY, BETTER STILL, DIE!

I love my life now and I wouldn’t change it if given a chance. Relationships all need hard work to make it work, having sick people in the picture doesn’t help, it only makes us stronger…

So what do you thk is more important, a marriage than a child or just having a baby and marriage later? I’m 30 in 2 years and I suddenly feel the urge to have a baby. Hubby feels the same way but work and studies just don’t go together. How am i going to have a baby, have to work and go to school at the same time? I bet i’d die before my baby can even say it’s first word.

But day in and day out, i just hope that I am pregnant. I really want a baby. I dunno if it’s because my biological clock ticking or maybe because, hubby’s going away for awhile… But I’ve been really emotional these past few month since I found out that Shanun’s gonna go away, for work. 8 months mind you.. How am i going to live without my hubby for 8 months? I reckon he thinks that I’ll do fine, but i know for a fact that i won’t do fine.

If this was like 4 years ago, i’d be the happiest person in town. I get to go out for drinks and dancing but I am not that person anymore. I just wanna be with my hubby. I am the happiest when I’m with him. (**bleah bleah** yeah i know that’s what you’re thinking but i cannot help it if i’m in love and you’re not….).

It’s 2 months before hubby leaves… I hope that he doesn’t go but I pray to the Lord everyday that Hubby lives his dream and that he keeps Hubby safe on his journey out at sea and that he comes home safely to me.



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