Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s sizeBut when I start to tell them,They think I’m telling lies.I say,It’s in the reach of my armsThe span of my hips,The stride of my step,The curl of my lips.I’m a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That’s me.I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please,And to a man,The fellows stand orFall down on their knees.Then they swarm around me,A hive of honey bees.I say,It’s the fire in my eyes,And the flash of my teeth,The swing in my waist,And the joy in my feet.I’m a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That’s me.Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in me.They try so muchBut they can’t touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can’t see.I say,It’s in the arch of my back,The sun of my smile,The ride of my breasts,The grace of my style.I’m a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That’s me.Now you understandJust why my head’s not bowed.I don’t shout or jump aboutOr have to talk real loud.When you see me passingIt ought to make you proud.I say,It’s in the click of my heels,The bend of my hair,the palm of my hand,The need of my care,’Cause I’m a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That’s me. ~Maya Angelou~
I just cannot take it anymore… everything i do is wrong, everything my cats do are wrong… everything and anything everyone else does is all o..BLOODY…k!
THIS IS THE SHITS!!! I really cannot take it already… I don’t understand, am that big a pushover that everyone somehow somewhere down the line always takes advantage of me?? I don’t get it… I try to be a good friend, sister, daughter, GF and be there for everyone, but than they all turn right back around and fuck me right up! and than there’s the family… always giving something or anything for something and anything in return. Than there’s the office. Just because i can’t say "NO" does not mean that i am happy doin it!
I don’t get it! the reason for being in a relationship with someone is because you like being with the person, security and just at peace with yourself and with the other person. when u accept each other’s imprefections. since when have i become so judgmental towards my loved one??? I’ve no idea how or when i learnt this…
I can’t remember when was the last time someone hugged me to sleep (and sleep peacefully at that)? i can’t recall when was the last time someone just held me just cause and not cause they want something in return? and I don’t understand y everyone has to be so damn demanding?? "Oh u don’t wanna come stay with your parents so no more money for your degree?"; or "u didn’t show up at my wedding, so I’m pissed at you!"; "U’re staying with us, so u’d better do something in the house or cook and/or clean, when u wake up better say "good morning" and not "hi" or say "good night" before you go to bed i.e. be the fucking maid, or we will treat you like CRAP!" There were also friends who lied to me about being their god-damn guarantor for their housing loan just to FIND OUT THAT IT’S FOR THE FUCKING LOAN SHARKS!!! damn bitch!
NOTHING I DO IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANY OF YOU AND YOU CALL URSELVES MY FRIENDS!!
wanna know what else is funny?? I buy something nice for myself and I am questioned!?!?! what the fuck la?? I USE MY OWN DAMN EARNED MONEY DON’T FUCKING QUESTION ME LA AND WHAT I DO WITH THE FUCKING MONEY! AND I’LL DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT WITH THE OLD FONE!
I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! so how do you find the words to say that it’s over?? really… HOW? Why is life so fucked up?!?
Nice read for in terms of fiction and someone who is nothing more then a loathsome individual. Woe is me..blah blah blah..please write more creative stuff, anyone can bitch online but a true writer creates interest. The only interesting thing about your blogs are what kind of mother you going to be…come on everyone one of us who knows you knows you are full of it..pretencious even downright self centred. So what you work in a Law Firm, so What if you are studying Law, you lack the compassion and people skills to even conduct yourself proper. You want to be a Lawyer not to help but to Lord over people.
You are nothing more then the same insecure, obnoxious, ego centric self centred, selfish person you were 5 years ago and God forbid the fact that you are going to have progeny.
what is to happen to this child with such a person like you as the mother…hmmmm lets see ohh…ya..Serial Killer, Mama’s Boy, Nancy Boy…pick one or all the above.
Do the world a favor, grow up and give the child something he can be proud off, NOT KNOWING YOU WERE HIS MOM !!
Hey You Dumb Cow, its now a public blog, so if you insist on writing about others and your pathetic life, be ready for criticism. That is why you will NEVER make it as a lawyer and the whole class knows. You are so pathetic.
Next, i wonder how your boss will react when an anonymous fax of your posting of her reaches her desk, hey future lawyer, go do your homework just as we learnt, contents of a blog can be used if its malicious and attacks a persons character with no fact. We’ll see how you deal with this you stupid cow…man..you are so facetious to think we like you. Just because you are becoming a mother does not make you any better or a saint..god someone should slap you into reality.
Don’t worry we have copies of your blog so erasing it wont help. You better get that apology ready for your boss who you are “much”better then.
The delusions you live under.
Do the world a favor, Eat Shit and Die and this sentiment is shared by many of us who know you the past few years.
Ohhh..my before i forget..be proud of your heritage and stop passing off as Eurasian or Anggun look-a-like..as a muslim i find your actions deplorably disgusting and so fake.
Really, grow up before that kid pays the price for your sins.
Why write a Blog and expect noone to react..public domain..public opinion and about time someone spoke their mind about your utterly disgusting behaviour as a person and a muslim.
Rot in HELL…..
Btw, mystique is a human chameleon according to x-men lore and if you call yourself that then really…you are one schizo-paranoid chameleon who is not comfortable in her own skin..so as you can see even your blog moniker describes you best…Someone without an identity of her own..You are officially the laughing stock of the class and the social circle we travel in.
Really stop writing, no please do as since we can’t find good literary muslings of the fiction genre, your covers that void.
Really, you a future Lawyer, that is going to be so funny and you as a mother…what are you thinking, you some Angelina Jolie wannabe…please you are so not there and the nearest you’ll ever be close to Angelina Jolie is if she grows a wart on her ass and it looks like you.
Thank you, Thank you..i’ll be here all day. Stay tuned for the Weird World Of Farlene..currently showing at the nearest cinema as a trailer before the Movie called The Real Mystique…bullshit or More of it…
Oh my dear dear GOD… Spade Man… that’s so true… u know me so well eh…? I am a stupid dumb cow and you are so rite… that’s so nice of you to point out…
I shall now address your points…
1. We apparently met 5 years ago? Geez… 5 years that’s a long time isn’t it?? Remind me again please who you are?
2. Yes I am self-centred obnoxious ignorant arrogant pretentious (sorry if I missed out anything else you called me), and so?? Name me 1 person who isn’t.
3. Quote “You are nothing more then the same insecure, obnoxious, ego centric self centred, selfish person you were 5 years ago and God forbid the fact that you are going to have progeny.
what is to happen to this child with such a person like you as the mother…hmmmm lets see ohh…ya..Serial Killer, Mama’s Boy, Nancy Boy…pick one or all the above.
Do the world a favor, grow up and give the child something he can be proud off, NOT KNOWING YOU WERE HIS MOM !!”….
Rite… and you’re such a good muslim eh??? Didn’t your GOD teach you to guide lost souls and not judge them? Or did you not know that?
4. Yes I’m dumb. It’s a public blog and so? Y am I the exception?
5. My job. To make your research easier, my “boss” U don’t have to tell her that I don’t like her cos she already knows and the feeling was rather mutual. But if you want to inform her than why would you do it anonymously? Send a fax with your name and your number la. U know so much about law firms ya? You’ll definitely know that they need your name and number to contact you to speak to you.
6. Don’t worry, you and whomever else can make as many copies as you want of whatever you want. I’m not going to delete it. I’ll leave it there for you to trash talk me ok? This is interesting… I like to smile at ppl’s reactions to my blogs at times. Thanks for entertaining me.
7. Hmmm… I’ve never eaten shit but everyone in the world knows that you won’t die if you do eat it all you do is throw up (in English they call it Sick. In malay they say sakit. Just in case you didn’t know what throw up means)… or did you not know it?
8. Oh before I forget… what you talking about my heritage?? If u knew me or my family, you would not have said what u said. Get your facts straight, sometimes assuming makes you look like an ASS u know…? I nvr said I was Anggun. Please don’t be an idiot. No one compares to her. I’m just saying i don’t see the comparison.
9. With regard to my child… please deal with the father of the child.
10. Again you should really really get your facts rights… You sound so very typically Melayu la cannot make it…so hypocritical.
11. “Rot in hell” YES MOST DEFINITELY… so will everyone else especially you, duh…. For judging me and begrudging me and not guiding me. Point being?
12. Mystique is a character that I like from X-Men. I repeat…. I like that character and I like the actress who played Mystique. Again I’m not the only 1 who likes Mystique so why do I get the trash talking?? I’m not saying that’s me or I wanna be her or anything… It’s sad that you take things so seriously…
13. I never said I was Angelina Jolie. GOD NO!!! Please…
14. I’m glad that I can make u and everyone else laugh. I didn’t know I was that much of a comedian. Thanks for telling me…
15. Class and social circle?? Oh dear… that sounds so 10 years ago… and you say u’ve known me for 5 years?? highly unlikely… lying here…
16. Lastly, I don’t know what I did to you 5 years ago. I rarely mix with Muslim women/men cos we have very different ideas and believes. So if you could kindly let me know who you are than I can personally apologise to you for hurting you all that 2 years or less that i knew you.
I would like to chat more with you but unfortunately I don’t know who you are and you obviously do not know me. But I’m really really glad that I can make you laugh.
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