It’s weird how easy it is for people to get pissed at something they claimed not to be bothered about huh…?

I salute the person who created this blogging thingy la… It really shows how many kay-pohs there are in the world, especially Singapore.… I really don’t mind hearing or being criticized by a friend but from someone I do not know… That’s so surprising…

I must admit, being Singaporean (part of my nature), I am also very kay-poh la. But no matter how kay-poh I am when I know someone has blogged about me, I wouldn’t do anything stupid la… like react especially with anger. Cos it’s embarrassing la… worst still when I react and it has nothing to do with me at all…

Let’s see what I shall blog today…

Oh I know!!!!

I shall blog about 2 hypothethical persons would react to my blog dated 8 December 2008.

Hypo Person 1:-

Assuming this person made 3 comments on my blog.

He trash talked me blah blah blah said that I’ve got no originality blah blah blah and he’s talking trash about my baby blah blah blah practically cursing it. So indulge me please, how much different would he be from me? Imagine this (NOTE: Merely an hypothetical situation):-

1.                   He’s male (An assumption.);

2.                   He’s 38 years old (again an assumption); and

3.                   He’s been bearing a grudge against me for the past 5 years (again an assumption).

Umm… 38 years old and bearing a grudge against me for 5 years? Seriously…? Y in the world would a 38 year old MAN bear a grudge against a person what more a woman. Someone she doesn’t know….

Reality

If this is the case, I must have done something really really bad huh?? I’m truly apologetic than. Really…

Hypo Person 2:-

1.                   With regard to the hypo person let’s say she wasn’t happy about my blog and I’m curious why she read the blog when she didn’t have too, didn’t need to actually. Assume that she confronted my boyfriend than me…  Anyways, I’m adult enough to accept what people say about me. So whatever it is let’s just assume this hypo person has got everything off her chest.

2.                   Let’s say this hypo person accused me of fucking around and getting knocked-up not by my boyfriend. Further, she threatened me la… She’d show me her true colours if Zander wasn’t Shaun’s… Oh please dear GOD… Do I have to report to her now EACH TIME WE FUCK??!!??

3.                   Let’s also assume that family has complained to her about me blah blah blah. Uhh… hello… Why am I still in the picture if I am such a horrible person…??? 3 years ready lei…

4.                   Again we assume, that she doesn’t come to the house anymore cos I gave her the cold shoulder. But she comes to the house at 3am am I supposed to stay up & wait for her majesty? Than nevermind that, assume she said ‘’Oh the house is not your house it’s Auntie Linda’s and Uncle Paul’s house so just to piss you off royally I will come to the house more often cos they are my family and I’ve known them longer.” Oh ok la… winz lor…. I should stop her because…?

5.                   let’s assume a last time that she said something about karma blah blah blah. So I said ok la… let karma come get me…

Really… how much worst can my life be? I’ve been said to break an engagement up (when I met Shaun), ruined relationships (when I met Shaun) blah blah blah I’ve been accused of being a whore, I’ve been accused of being ignorant (who hasn’t??), I’ve been accused of being pretentious (again who hasn’t??). So what else can karma bring my way?

Always I hope these hypothetical 2 persons would be pround and glad with themselves that they’ve cursed me and my unborn child.

P.S:      I did not intend for this to be hurtful to anyone. I didn’t mean it to be rude either. PLEAE TAKE NOTE THAT THIS IS AN ASSUMPTION. HYPOTHTICAL THINGY!!! NOTHING MORE!!!!!

OMG!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE SOME PEOPLE LA…. REALLY GOT NO BLOODY SHAME…. PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT THIS IS MY FREAKING BLOG (PLEASE SEE THE NAME. IT SAYS MYSTIQUE_FARLENE!! FARLENE!!!! THAT’S ME!!!!!) I’LL WRITE WHAT I BLOODY WANT!!!! DO NOT BE ANYMORE ANNOYING THAN YOU ALREADY ARE!!! IF YOU DON’T LIKE READING WHAT OTHER PPL PUT IN THEIR BLOGS DO NOT READ DO NOT BE SUCH A KAY-POH!!!!!!

I’m about 4 months & 2 weeks to-date. Time flies when u’re having fun huh…?

Doc confirmed that it’s a boy… highligted the kotek and all and i’m so very very grateful to GOD that it’s a boy. All my life i’ve always wanted a brother and i am so grateful now to be blessed with a son.

I shall name my son, De Silva Luqas Alexander. which means the Bright and Great Leader. He will be due sometime in late May/ early June 2009. I can’t wait to have him in my arms.

Well obviously only the ppl i really truly like will be the Godparents. Therefore the official godparents will be Shane (Shaun’s brother) and Angie (Shaun’s Aunt).

The unofficial God-dad is obviously my god-bro Kit. Although he seems to always be doing the disappearing act these days…

Should shane and/or angie not be able to be the GOD Parents, so be it… I’ll ask around for others to be god parents. BUT THERE IS A PERSON OR 2 WHO I KNOW WILL JUST DIE TO BE THE GOD PARENT OF SHAUN’S 1ST CHILD BUT NO!!!!!!!!!!! OVER MY FREAKING DEAD BODY!!!! SHE MAY BE IN SHAUN’S LIFE SO BE IT I CAN’T STOP THAT BUT I CAN STOP HER FROM BEING IN MY CHILD’S LIFE SO….. WHEN MY BABY COMES AND I FIND OUT THAT SHE EVEN DARED TO BREATHE MY BABY’S NAME, SO HELP ME GOD… Just stay out of my life ok…??

Anyways, Shaun & I are so excited to have the baby… I can’t believe that we got the cot and the pram and the play-pen all ready when Zander’s still 4 1/2 months away. We’ve got some really really cute clothes for him all ready to wear when he comes home. The cats are also excited and awaiting his arrival. You can tell really, Tigger’s always sleeping on my tummy and hugging it to sleep; Patches & Marmalade get very very protective of me when Tigger does try to climb onto my stomach (ever so gently so as not to hurt me).

Zander’s got his 1st football boots and teddy all ready from Grandmama.

I didn’t have the easiest 1st trimester and it’s was the most difficult either. I didn’t get morning sickess as often as i should have. I only got it if i didn’t watch my food/diet. Zander at 2 months (still in my tummy mind you) refused to let me keep down anything fried, greesy in short anything unhealthy. The only things that he did let me keep down were veggies and fish and fruits. That’s all. This baby is gonna come out all healthy and fussy with food just like his daddy. I just hope he continues to wanna eat veggies.

I can bearly wear anything without showing, but at the same time, I can still wear everything I own, I just can’t seem to zip it up. So i usually wear my jeans unbutton and pray that it stays up.

I know that Zander may be a little small now, but I think i definately felt him kick the other day. I was talking to him the other night and he must have either agreed with me or not, and I felt a thud from inside me.

Zander’s a fiesty little thing. The Doc did an ultrasound check on me when i was about 14weeks 5 days and you could see all Zander’s arms & legs formed and he was kicking and punching and he hated that there was something pushing against my tummy and just like me, he refused to sit still. Right there and than, I fell in love with my son. My Son… I still can’t believe i’m having one of them… it’s so hard to believe that i’m going to be a mummy… I nvr thought that i could ever have the opportunity to be a mummy after all the shit and bad stuff i’ve done before. I always thought that my punishment would be that i won’t be able to have a child but here I am…. going to have a baby in 4 1/2 months… and the feeling could not be any more wonderful.

I think i shall keep updating my blog so that when the time comes, Zander may get to read it and see how much i love him even before his arrival.

Will update journey of the 5th month shortly.